hmmz... yesterday marks the day where i did all the things tat a part time banquet waiter can do le => service - captain, waiter, runner, vip server, drink server, bar man... you de mei you de - prepare store/linen, pick up boy, house man.. die le lah.... everything oso do before means everything oso know how to do a bit... then tat means they can assign watever job to me and believe tat i can do it.... i've work there quite long le.... i think tat they have rather high hopes on me... as in watever things tat they assign to me, they will want it to be done sui sui de.... nothing to be stressed about though.... but i just dont like ppl to have high hopes on me sometimes... coz i'm afraid of disappointing them if i do badly or didnt meet their expectations.... i have high hopes on myself too.... but it's only when i have confidence in something and i believe tat i can... i dont want to give myself unnecessary pressure tat adds on to the amount of stress tat i already have... life had been rather stressful since the sch reopens... though i've slacked thru for the past few weeks, i really feel the amount of stress around me... there are far too much things for me to pick up this sem... everything is new to me and i'm still somehow LOST now.... especially c# where the teacher is in his own world talking and laughing to himself... really got to buck up asap before i regret and have to repeat this sem.... jia you, daneng!...

erm... was really tired today lah... coz chiong too much work... worked from 7am to 11.30pm for the past 3 dayz... hehez... as a result, keep yawning and wanting to fall aslp in class.... so i mine as well go back to slp... =p skipped com skills lesson and then go back to sch again for the lesson @ 3pm... but am still very tired lah... got to slp more tonite then can replenish the slp tat i've lost...

plan to watch happy feet coming wed.. yeah!.. long time never watch digital animated movie le... =p sounds so much like a small kid now... hahaz... dont care lah... i wanna watch it!..... =D will blog again with the movie review when i come back on wed..... ;)