hmmz... slpt @ around 4am last nite after kenneth's da shou.... then woke up @ around 10:15am to meet ling and xin hui to study and have lunch.... didnt really study much as i dont have to mood to study.... perhaps i'm tired bah... but managed to clear some of the misunderstandings through the questions asked by ling and xiao de.... thankz!.. hehez... but they kept all my valuables in their bags while i'm thinking about the question tat xiao de asked!... arghz... then have to keep asking them for it as i have to set off to work le.... but they kept delaying until it's like 4pm le then return me.... and their reason was tat they are afraid tat i'll cry if they dont return me.... KNS.... i wont cry tat easily de lor.... Uunless.... honestly i oso dont know wat will make me cry...... hehez.... let's see if i have the chance to encounter something which will make me cry bah... hehez....

erm.... managed to get to work on time, but somehow later than expected as i missed the train.... make a quick change, a quick dinner before going up to ballroom for turnover.... 58 tables - i set none... hahaz... went to do houseman instead... quite relac as there's nothing much to do de....

stayed until 2:30am after the function.... if anyone were to scold me becoz of tat, i have nothing to say.... coz i think that i deserved it!.. it's exam time and i'm in mandarin working when most of them are actually studying and preparing for their next paper.... wo zhen gai si!... but on the other hand, looking @ my financial status, it's really chia lat.... i dont have much money left!.. if i dont work, i'll be pennyless again.... stucked and dont know wat to do when sam called me the other time.... i know it's exam week and i think tat i shouldnt be working but studying le.... but thinking of the amount of money tat i have, i really have to work... or i'll have no money to use for tat week.... and i dont want to take any money from my parents any more as they have their struggles too..... with the amount tat they are earning, they have to save and cut down on their expenses in order to support us and pay for all the bills..... now since i can work le, i rather try to support myself and start standing on my own to cut down on the burdens tat they have le.... i think they are leading a happier life now le.... dont have much burden as my bros have complete their education and started working le.... left me!.. but they are not tat worried as i'm grown up and able to support myself le.... but still, our bills are still paid by them.... =p

since i've chosen this path, i shouldnt regret.... got to start studying for my exams with the rest of the time tat i have before the actual paper starts.... 2 more papers left le.... got to jia you!... after tat i can play and work as much as i want le.... hehez... ;) but attachment will be coming le.... still dont know which company i'm attached to yet.... hope tat it will be some good company bah.... hehez.. i'll end here.... good nitez !...